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L.I.E.S (Long Island Emo Song) (@ Threshold) Stream “L.I.E.S (Long Island Emo Song)” now at: https://fanlink.tv/kiddjudo All music & lyrics written by Kidd Judo Video Produced by Ian Schneider Directed by "Internal Visions Media" Editing by James Rara Editing | Jamesrara.com Stay Connected: https://fanlink.tv/kiddjudo Lyrics: Lonely voice better alone over-exposed. Can I explain what it is to be alive? Didn’t you pull out of what it was you’d said you’d do so long ago? No one even ever knows. Postmarked, here I faithfully arrive. In a shipment of an ultimately fatal disguise. Strip down the sheets we’d wrung out to dry. Caught up in sorcery the magic you’ll find when you let. Let me go. Can I explain what it is to be alive. Tie me up. Wish I had a reason depressive manic season. Heart attack, pull me back. Scattered threads of twine with tact. Disregard, the final act. Fault lines, incredulous I’m alive, it’s in your eyes. Reassure me every time 18 lies on paper mines. No words to burst in black and white. No words to say, no way to place the blame. Don’t be cynical. Full of miracles. Now I’m so cynical. So believable, how predictable. Full of miracles. You’ll only get older it seems. I keep living like we’re eighteen. You’ll only get older it seems, sad to see you starved for dreams. But it’s thanks to you, I’m able to see clearly where it is I need to be.

New Balance (@ Threshold) Stream “New Balance” now at: https://fanlink.tv/kiddjudo All music & lyrics written by Kidd Judo Video Produced by Ian Schneider Directed by "Internal Visions Media" Editing by James Rara Editing | Jamesrara.com Stay Connected: https://fanlink.tv/kiddjudo Lyrics: The way you follow me Between the sheets Parting through your legs like the sea Combing through the tundra of this abyss I await for you to forget my face I need to be honest I feel like you've been lying To me about everything again Involve me again Recalling those days (Recently departed) Guess I'm speaking too fast, can't keep up a straight face (We wear it well) YEAH When to feel is an act Could you even react at the moment your heart hits the floor (If it were me I'd rather fit into the noose) Rushing in circles Rewinding the tape Am I doomed to repeat Can we outrun our fate Rushing in circles Pull me back in To my spinning wheel Pretending that we're moving on (Running away with) Rushing in circles Rewinding the tape Am I doomed to repeat Can we outrun our fate (These dreams that we made) Rushing in circles To speak and repeat Do we balance on wires (Before leaving me all alone) Or fall to our knees Before leaving me all alone Sprinting towards the trap Before we even saw it coming It's a pitfall attack It's too late to react Act now I know It's the same thing happening Again and Again and again The way you follow me Into the ocean of our lonely love Rushing in circles To speak and repeat Do we balance on wires Or fall to our knees Rushing in circles Pull me back in To my spinning wheel Pretending that we're moving on (Running away with) Rushing in circles Rewinding the tape Am I doomed to repeat Can we outrun our fate (The dreams that we made) Rushing in circles To speak and repeat Do we balance on wires (Before leaving me all alone) Or fall to our knees Before leaving me all alone Running away with.. Spark an ember Find oasis Rushing in circles Pull me back in (Moving on) Running away (Moving on) With Me

EPILEPSY WARNING: This video may trigger seizures in people who are sensitive to flashing/flickering lights. Kidd Judo X Bleach Stream “Fugazi” now at: https://fanlink.tv/kiddjudo All music & lyrics written by Kidd Judo Recorded at Westfall Studios Produced by Anthony Lopardo Mixed/Mastered by Raymond Marte Directed by "Fiverr Guy" & Ian Schneider Animations by James Rara Editing | Jamesrara.com Stay Connected: https://fanlink.tv/kiddjudo Lyrics: Stitch it Forget the wounds Stitch it and forget the wounds I'm rushing back into monsoons Flood from the tides of the moon Prime me, fugazi Is this what we both wanted The horrors we live Let me bleed for a portion Supporting the cause (I’ll follow the light) With intelligent clauses (pull me to darker times) So pack up your shit Let’s escape all our choices You know how this night has to end I left a marker In your map made of me Don't you see You were headed for a shipwreck Rewrote a note That you had wrote previously When I went Out to sea Sit back, don’t react to jack shit Am I the only person standing in this room (Feeeeeels goooood) Close calls with views, bright lights and fumes Just set the mood But why do I reject myself In moments like this Something's not right Stitch it and forget the wounds I'm rushing back into monsoons Flood from the tide of the moon Timings never right I'm not getting through to you I'll just keep pushing you away (Maybe you’re right) I followed the light (Tell me over again) Brought me back (How we’re just so alike) To darker times (We’re the life of the party tonight) If I run now, I'll survive Something's not right Inside of your eyes I thought that you could see Through the dark That you brought back to me If I could only Swallow the words you preach Maybe I'd find the answers Through The dark that you Brought back to me If only I could swallow All the words You preach Maybe I’d find The Answer Break it down And hold Onto What were Keeping safe (Tears..) Break it down (Fall..) And hold (Tears..) Onto What were (Fall..) Keeping safe (Tears..) As I watch through (Tears..) The lightning (Fall..) It’s striking You're so striking What an Awful mess You left For me Tears Fall Tears Fall I watch through The lightning It’s striking When you strike me

EPILEPSY WARNING: This video may trigger seizures in people who are sensitive to flashing/flickering lights. Kidd Judo X Neon Genesis Evangelion Stream “New Balance” now at: https://fanlink.tv/kiddjudo All music & lyrics written by Kidd Judo Recorded at Westfall Studios Produced by Anthony Lopardo Mixed/Mastered by Raymond Marte Directed by "Fiverr Guy" & James Rara Animations by James Rara Editing | Jamesrara.com Stay Connected: https://fanlink.tv/kiddjudo Lyrics: The way you follow me Between the sheets Parting through your legs like the sea Combing through the tundra of this abyss I await for you to forget my face I need to be honest I feel like you've been lying To me about everything again Involve me again Recalling those days (Recently departed) Guess I'm speaking too fast, can't keep up a straight face (We wear it well) YEAH When to feel is an act Could you even react at the moment your heart hits the floor (If it were me I'd rather fit into the noose) Rushing in circles Rewinding the tape Am I doomed to repeat Can we outrun our fate Rushing in circles Pull me back in To my spinning wheel Pretending that we're moving on (Running away with) Rushing in circles Rewinding the tape Am I doomed to repeat Can we outrun our fate (These dreams that we made) Rushing in circles To speak and repeat Do we balance on wires (Before leaving me all alone) Or fall to our knees Before leaving me all alone Sprinting towards the trap Before we even saw it coming It's a pitfall attack It's too late to react Act now I know It's the same thing happening Again and Again and again The way you follow me Into the ocean of our lonely love Rushing in circles To speak and repeat Do we balance on wires Or fall to our knees Rushing in circles Pull me back in To my spinning wheel Pretending that we're moving on (Running away with) Rushing in circles Rewinding the tape Am I doomed to repeat Can we outrun our fate (The dreams that we made) Rushing in circles To speak and repeat Do we balance on wires (Before leaving me all alone) Or fall to our knees Before leaving me all alone Running away with.. Spark an ember Find oasis Rushing in circles Pull me back in (Moving on) Running away (Moving on) With Me

Introducing: Kidd Judo from Long Island, NY. Watch the official music video for the band’s brand new single "L.I.E.S." (Long Island Emo Song) exclusively on BVTV Music! Stream “L.I.E.S.” now at: https://biglink.to/KiddJudo All music & lyrics written by Kidd Judo Recorded at Westfall Studios Produced by Anthony Lopardo Mixed/Mastered by Raymond Marte Video Shot by Internal Vision Directed by James Rara & Internal Vision Edited and Visuals by James Rara Editing | Jamesrara.com Check out more from Kidd Judo at: https://biglink.to/KiddJudo Follow BVTV at: YOUTUBE: http://www.YouTube.com/BVTV TWITTER: http://www.Twitter.com/BVTV FACEBOOK: http://www.Facebook.com/BVTVmusic INSTAGRAM: http://www.Instagram.com/BVTVmusic Lyrics: Lonely voice better alone over-exposed. Can I explain what it is to be alive? Didn’t you pull out of what it was you’d said you’d do so long ago? No one even ever knows. Postmarked, here I faithfully arrive. In a shipment of an ultimately fatal disguise. Strip down the sheets we’d wrung out to dry. Caught up in sorcery the magic you’ll find when you let. Let me go. Can I explain what it is to be alive. Tie me up. Wish I had a reason depressive manic season. Heart attack, pull me back. Scattered threads of twine with tact. Disregard, the final act. Fault lines, incredulous I’m alive, it’s in your eyes. Reassure me every time 18 lies on paper mines. No words to burst in black and white. No words to say, no way to place the blame. Don’t be cynical. Full of miracles. Now I’m so cynical. So believable, how predictable. Full of miracles. You’ll only get older it seems. I keep living like we’re eighteen. You’ll only get older it seems, sad to see you starved for dreams. But it’s thanks to you, I’m able to see clearly where it is I need to be.

This is a collection of my digital edits spanning from 2019-2021. It includes multiple clients as well as passion projects.

A short film following the tale of grief and loss. #shortfilm #anxiety #depression #dissociation #derealization #traumahealing #grieving #grievingprocess